on and on

this is a much slower process than i ever imagined. am in my new place, an adorable farmhouse which i am going to share with my roommate kate who moves in in july and who is coming over tonight for dinner. i know i have done quite a bit thus far, but...this is tough. i am realizing how much i miss companionship, how much i want to share my life with someone, yet i know i am not emotionally in a place where i could do that in a healthy way; thus, i am just trying to make friends and have fun. go to the gym, be healthy, surround myself with family and good friends and be gentle with myself. the summer soltice is around the corner and with that, a new season, a time to let my skin shine in the sun and a time to be glad with life, with self and with this beautiful journey we all are on.